you returned.
stay in it.
now you see it. don’t look away.
THE Lies don’t
sound like lies.
THEY SOUND LIKE
trUth
in your own head.
IF they see the real mE I WILL LOSE CONTROL.
Facing himself — the lIE
Accepting help — the LIE
If I let them in, they wilL SEE ME AS WEAK.
FORGIVING MYSELF — the LIE
FORGIVENESS IS ONLY FOR THE other person not me.